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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Wed, 19 May 2004 02:48:25 GMT

Whats up here! Having lots of fun lately! Well Matts party went down this weekend and all...and that was good! It was crazy... then morgan and i went t stensons for a while with Bryian... that was crazy! everyone was over at that piece... well schools going great not mentioning we are going to be out in less then a WEEK! YEA BUDIE... I got me schudel for next year, and it looks good... talking with different guys really gave me an idea of dating... huh, go figure.. me dating! not my choice.. well i went 2 my volleyball meeting lastnight and we found out who our asistant coach was.. that was so awesome! ITS ZACH!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH.... i am SO EXCITED about this season... its going to be great! im loving everything and its going well.. making new friends by the min, and moving on with my life to next year as a sophmore! yeah hoo... love u all... katie i know ur gonna look at this... so make sure u and vic leve me some money for our cookie! haha u sillys... GOOD LUCK katie with ur dance! love you... VICTOR- CONGRATS on NA! and morgan- I LOE YOU! KRISTEN-GOOD JOB ON UR MEET!!! LOVE YOU BUNCHES!!! PS MOrgan this weekend is going to be great! lol...

-Cherokee

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 01:57:44 GMT

Friendships are SO crazy! Not name'n anyone in paticular, but this one person i know is such a bitch, its like she doesn't care about anyone except herself and her boyfriend... but thats ok because now that you look back at it, all she has is her boyfriend! sucks for her... but for me, things are going GREAT! me and matt are good friends, not name'n me and gabbee and kristen is always my best friend... she is such a dumbass... i love her so much.. today i went to matts and had nap time... it was fun, even though we slept the whole time then did some homework... it turns out that my once best friend is a physco! crazy huh..??? oh well, life sucks for some people, but for me, its GREAT

LOVE YOU *******!!!

LAISHA :) Smile you only live once!

Monday, February 16, 2004

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 16:44:05 GMT

HELLO, well yesterday was my Birthday, I had a lot of fun! We all came to my place and ate pizza and cake and thengot ready and went to O'mally's,, I had a blast.... well tonight we are going to 99.7 and being guest DJ's... That is going to be fun too... Well anyways.. I'll write back soon........ <3 -Laisha

Sunday, February 08, 2004

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 20:27:56 GMT

I had practice this morning and then I came home and took a shower... I am tierd, SO I am going to go take a nap... Thank GOD....!!! Sleepy me... Well anyway, MY BIRTHDAY IS A WEEK FROM TODAY!! OH MY! I can not believe it, I am going to be BIG 15... hehe : ) well this weekend did not go so well, but over all, it was not bad... I think it could have been more interesting, but hey... atleast I learned something... I have to remember that I dont need to try to hard to get things because in the end, its just a laugh... and thats the God honest truth... I also learned that being able to have friends is a good thing because they also seem to make you laugh over the sillyest things... Ya know???!!! well I am going to sleep, all for now... <3 -LAISHA ------<--@

Friday, February 06, 2004

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 14:37:09 GMT

Well today is gay... I started off bye totally getting to school late... When I walked in the door Ms. Jamski freaking told me she was counting me late! What an ass, and then she gave me my first detention because I had staples to hold my skirt togather.. Yeah ok, she was looking for a reason to piss me off, and yes she succeded... Then to top it off, Vickie (the silly chick she is) opened my locker door and my mirror feel to the ground shattering everywhere! WOW, waht a suprise... Bad luck for 10 years NOW! I hope things will get better for me though! Well I am going to the game tonight and it is going to be fun!

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 15:11:33 GMT

well well well, I am just sitting here in the Library in school with nothing to do! I got up enough courge today to ask Mr. Someone if they wanted to do something this weekend! Well he told me that we would see about it and it would be a possibility! I am so excited... It's only before lunch so I still have a while.. Nick Moore is going to but in a very good word for me, so that will be interesting! I also found out that he is now single and broke up with Maggie! Haha, how wounderful is that... Even thought I am shy when it comes down to these things, I am still excited that I might have a chance! I don't think I want a relationship but I do want someone that I can talk to and have a load of fun with on the side! This morning Ms. Somebody walks in thinking everything is all fine and dandy, and it's really not! When I called and left a message, it was intended to mean that I was not going to opoligize and she wasn't either so why sit and act like were going to get somewhere! I mean shit man... what was she think'n that everything was going to be OK? Honestly nothing is going to change, so what is the whole reason on me being good friends with her if the same things are going to occur?? I think we just need some time away, because this time it just went a little to far! I hope that things might change, but it's going to have to take both of us to do that! Well one good thing is that we have chicken O's today!! YA HOO!!! :) IM HAPPY NOW.... Yummie in my tummie!!! haha... well all is good!

-Laisha Renee Smith I

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 02:03:50 GMT

Well what do you know, another dumbass argument and still we all seem to feel fine! Why is it that when things seem to go well, something has to get in the way and fuck everything up... That is the true reason why we all have emotions... We have them to let out the bad and find the good! Honestly, do you think that were all right! At some point in my life I thought I was, but later found out, right isn't always the way to go! Doing this just because of someone else is no excuse, and I think thats why I have most of my problems now! I need to start out fresh and find out my place here! I do not have that much time, so I need to start now!!! I still can't believe that the things that I thought I would love are things that today I hate... It's so so funny how things change and people seem to drift apart... Even though you think it is impossible, it isn't! I know this! Have you ever sat down one day when you were real board and woundered just what someone was doing at the exact moment? Like one example, just think about how many people are going to the bath room just at this moment, or someone who is swimming in a lake, or walking down the street, or giveing birth to a child... It's so crazy to think about stuff like that... It's like your mind is going some place else! IT'S CRAZY!!! Well anyways, today I went over to Kody's house and chilled... That was preaty fun! We cooked cookies, ate dinner that he fixed, watched a movie, did our homework and then I wen't home! Then I found out that David, this guy that I like, is helping out the tennis team... I decided not to play and now he is helping out! HAHA.. Just my fucking Luck, ya know!! I have so much trouble with guys... or maybe its just beacuse I am picky!! I can't decided!!??? Ya Know?? Well anyways, Just wanted to tell anyone who reads this that your cool... HAHA, you wish... no just kind'n! well ok... Love All... : )

Let the force be with you.... -Laisha

Monday, February 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 01:54:00 GMT

Even though life throws you curves that sometimes your not ready for, you have to build a shell and find a way to get through it. The quickest way to do this is with the help of friends and your common knowledge! Sometime you feel as though you can not succed and can not take another steep, but with someone behind you, pushing you all the way to the top, you will survive! My goals for this month are as follows: 1. stay true to my new year rule 2. provide loyal friendship 3. have fun because its my 15th BIRTHDAY!!! and 4. tell the one that I care the most about how I really feel. -Laisha

Friday, January 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 20:02:04 GMT

Well today we had ANOTHER snow day! that was ok i guess... im kinda board.. oh well... See i was thinking about geting my tounge pierced but then when my mom said it was ok, my dad said no! that is so dumb...but im going to get it done regardless because I want it done for my B-day! You are a dumbass if you read this, and you are being watched... hahaha ...well im out for now... hi chels.. i know u r reading this now.... lol call me later scout! :)

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 20:00:45 GMT

Well today, AGAIN we hada 2 hour delay! I have a siht load of homework tonight and I got practice on top of that! Louisville plays tonight so thats gonna suck because they play durring my practice! Chels was sick today, I guess she was to busy suck'n up Donald! no I'm kidden... well I have a huge test Fri and need to study it... We(Freshman) had our mass today, that was neato! Kody and Kela took me home today and I chickened out when I saw David... It's been a week in a half and I havent talked to D. I feel really wierd, but I guess thats ok? Well Bye for now, LAISHA